It has been a tumultuous 3 weeks. And it seemed forever. Since the time i've decided to not blog negative incidents happening in my life here, i thought this incident will not make it here. As i'm packing today, getting ready to move next week, listening to *A-mei songs, i began to recount this incident. These 3 weeks have given me a lot of thoughts and feelings. For the first time in my life, i felt without a home to go back to. Such desolate feeling is hard to imagine, i think i know how gimz feel now. I felt disgust at how some people can be like, that is my landlord. I've always felt life has been kind to me, until recently. When you are down and in distress, i guess you just dwell on the negativities. It can consume you. I resent fate and how unfair life is to me when others have had it easier. Lucky thing is, such negativities didn't last long. Maybe i allowed myself to go down so that i can only go up. I see all these challenges life has thrown me as a learning and growing up experience. Without this, i would have taken lodging for granted. I'm indeed fortunate. Fortunate that i have a very close group of friends nearby at heart. One step at a time. I can face it with a frown, or with a smile.  |